Below are the 3 most recent journal entries recorded in Anonymous' LiveJournal:

Thursday, April 10th, 2003
3:55 pm	the clouds parted Man am i so glad that that battle is over. It was getting vicious out there. But you guys are really good though. neway...... I feel so great about my relationship with mere words cant even explain it. as the weeks have passed she and i have been working through our differances and i am happy to say that we have been able to find the things that make us click as weel as work on those differances that we have from one another. i wish that i had the insight that i have to day about 6 months ago. i have learned that things are never really as bad as you view them. i have learned that two people do not have to be exactly alike to make thier relationship be the most incredible thing that god could give you. last night she and i were talking about our differances in high school. man we were total opposites. she was telling me about this bizzare game that whe and her friends would play with some mallet. yet and still no matter what she was, is, or will be like in the future i realized that i love her with all my heart. through all the rough times that i have had in my life this must be why i was sent her to earth. this has to be my purpose in life as a human being. Current Mood: refreshed Current Music: craig david "Fill me in." (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 8th, 2003
3:17 am	battle man chakidry(SP) and scottie21x have a cool battle going on but dont they realize that i am the uncrowned king. by the way chakidry (SP) that was awesome what you said about scottie being gay that was real good by the way for those of you who dont know this is mike j (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, April 7th, 2003
2:33 pm	And so the the week begins i awoke to the sound of my phone ringing only to roll over and find out that it was not mere but some asshole calling to sell us long distance at 8:45 in the morning. what an asshole, who buys phone plans this early in the morning. then i dozed off to an incrediible dream of what i hope is to be my near future but only time will tell how long it will take for my dreams to come true. over the past few weeks mere and i have been going through some rough times but i believe it is these times when two people become closer than ever. alot of things have been brought to the surface and the more i ponder on them the more they start to make sense to me. have you ever been in a fight with someone you love and they say something deep down you know is true but you are fighting so your automatic response is to defend yourself and act holier than thou even though deep inside you know what they have said is right. well let me tell you i am the man at doing that, mere will tell me something i have done wrong and instead of saying 'you know what you are right i will try to fix this little problem' i jump into defense mode and tell her that i am not wrong but i am correct. when in fact i know deep down inside i was the wrong party. why do we do this? all i want out of life is to be able to marry that person (and you know who you are tinydancer) and live a happily ever after ending. and i am slowly getting there. every day that passes i get closer. i have applied to colleges for the summer and fall semesters. i cant wait to see if i get accepted. that will be the silver lining on the cloud that was my mother. now my mother is another story that would take many years to try tod explain. lets just put it this way i was a pawn in my mothers social life, she was addicted to anything she could get her hands on and abused my brother and i severly and then killed herself leaving me and my brother a lifetime of questions that we will never have the chance to answer. why do people kill themselves, i mean sure there are times in your life that you think that it would make perfect sense to you but just think about those people who are around you at the time and what it would do to them. i mean there is no perfect answer to all the worlds problems but does killing yourself really maek you feel that much better or do you have to go wherever you go when you kill yourself and have to sit there and watch how you have now negetively affected everyones life that you left behind. neway i am starting to ramble jsut a little so i think that is enough for now but i shall return. (1 Comment |Comment on this)